-Once upon a disaster-

Keep sending me messages of
Desire, of distress
You reach for me and I reach back
because it's so hard to resist
Have you ever thought of what it's like
Standing on the other side
I try to let go of the dream
but it's so beautiful
What started out as a game
became more real the life itself
I'm living in my own world
where angels beat devils to death
where it happens in the wrong way
I leave but you're still there

Only thing you can do
is suggest to kill yourself
but what's a suicide
when nothings been committed

All you can feel
is the things that bring you down
but what's a cure
if you can't feel it's effects

All there is
is What I perceive to be real
But what am I
When I can't see myself

It's not just because you're standing here next to me
It's how it sounds so sincere
It's not what you say that amazes me
It's how insignificant your words can be

I leave but you're still there
Fairy tales, nursery rhymes
You reach for me and I reach back
because it's so hard to resist
Have you ever thought of what it's like
Standing on the other side
I try to let go of the dream
but it's so beautiful
Something keeps me walking forward
Even though I can't see straight
I'm living in my own world
where angels beat devils to death
where it happens in the wrong way
Once upon a disaster

-yUsUkE