I'm drowning in my own tears But no one cares I'm breaking from my despair Beyond repair I'm trapped and I'm ensnared In my nightmares I'm living in a life of terror And I'm so scared Because whenever I'm moving forward I hit a wall Whenever I move up I seem to fall Whenever I strive to soar I always fail Whenever I try to live I can't prevail I'm tired of all these strong feelings That I'm forced to hide I'm tired of walking blinded Without a guide I'm tired of being told lies I'm tired of being denied I'm tired of being thrown around I'm tired of being alive If I could lock myself away I'd hide in the void If I had one wish I'd have the world be destroyed If I could relive my life I'd do it again just to die If I could sell my soul for money I'd spend it all in a night I hate my life For making me amount to nothing I hate everybody When everything they say they're bluffing I hate to suffer But I'm constantly being burned I hate this world And everyone hates me in return I'm sick of loosing Every time I get provoked to fight I'm sick of being wrong Every time that I think I'm right I'm sick of being sick And staying sick with no treatment I'm sick of being weak And I'm sick being beaten I just don't care anymore If life takes me up or down I just don't care If life makes me laugh or frown I don't care If I break something and I have to pay I don't care If I don't live to see another day If I could lock myself away I'd hide in the void If I had one wish I'd have the world be destroyed If I could relive my life I'd do it again just to die If someone asked me how is life I'd throw it away and say I tried I knew who I was But everything is now forgotten I once loved But everything is now forsaken I had a life But everything I have is broken I wanted to live But everything I want is taken If life was a big game I'd cheat all the way through it If life was a video tape I'd fast forward and end it If life is supposed to be fun Then it must of passed and missed me If life was meant to be like this Then I don't see a point in living I'm tired of all these dumb things That I'm forced to do I'm tired of being confused Without a clue I'm tired of being disposed of I'm tired of being denied I'm tired of being thrown away I'm tired of being alive If I could lock myself away I'd hide in the void If I had one wish I'd have the world be destroyed If I could relive my life I wouldn't bother to try If I could commit to one thing I'd commit to suicide -yUsUkE
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