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I'm drowning in my own tears
But no one cares
I'm breaking from my despair
Beyond repair
I'm trapped and I'm ensnared
In my nightmares
I'm living in a life of terror
And I'm so scared

Because whenever I'm moving forward
I hit a wall
Whenever I move up
I seem to fall
Whenever I strive to soar
I always fail
Whenever I try to live
I can't prevail

I'm tired of all these strong feelings
That I'm forced to hide
I'm tired of walking blinded
Without a guide
I'm tired of being told lies
I'm tired of being denied
I'm tired of being thrown around
I'm tired of being alive

If I could lock myself away
I'd hide in the void
If I had one wish
I'd have the world be destroyed
If I could relive my life
I'd do it again just to die
If I could sell my soul for money
I'd spend it all in a night

I hate my life
For making me amount to nothing
I hate everybody
When everything they say they're bluffing
I hate to suffer
But I'm constantly being burned
I hate this world
And everyone hates me in return

I'm sick of loosing
Every time I get provoked to fight
I'm sick of being wrong
Every time that I think I'm right
I'm sick of being sick
And staying sick with no treatment
I'm sick of being weak
And I'm sick being beaten

I just don't care anymore
If life takes me up or down
I just don't care
If life makes me laugh or frown
I don't care
If I break something and I have to pay
I don't care
If I don't live to see another day

If I could lock myself away
I'd hide in the void
If I had one wish
I'd have the world be destroyed
If I could relive my life
I'd do it again just to die
If someone asked me how is life
I'd throw it away and say I tried

I knew who I was
But everything is now forgotten
I once loved
But everything is now forsaken
I had a life
But everything I have is broken
I wanted to live
But everything I want is taken

If life was a big game
I'd cheat all the way through it
If life was a video tape
I'd fast forward and end it
If life is supposed to be fun
Then it must of passed and missed me
If life was meant to be like this
Then I don't see a point in living

I'm tired of all these dumb things
That I'm forced to do
I'm tired of being confused
Without a clue
I'm tired of being disposed of
I'm tired of being denied
I'm tired of being thrown away
I'm tired of being alive

If I could lock myself away
I'd hide in the void
If I had one wish
I'd have the world be destroyed
If I could relive my life
I wouldn't bother to try
If I could commit to one thing
I'd commit to suicide

-yUsUkE




























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